I might know the answer already but I just douno what I shuold do,do you guys think he is a gay and probably luv me as well?PLZ HELP ME OUT!
Is it really just my another Crush
I had a big crush with an extremmely extremely hot foreign student yesterday afternoon,which I’ll never forget in my lifetime,and u guys know what,I do absolutely miss him so much,He had an easy
going manner about him that put me at ease right away. He became my friend,
my confidante and my crush. I had suspected I was gay for a while now, but
looking at him made me know that was a total fact.his attractive body scent,His big hug which held me in his arms and my face lean on his big chest ,His arms furs,His Converse canvas shoes,His irish accent,His smiles,His everything(Seriously as hot as a gay porn star)…OMG I fall in luv with him at first sight and I can see sth from his beautiful blue eyes cuz his eyes give him away LOL.
See here is thing,a brother college of our univerisity from Ireland,which paid a visit to our campus and with no doubt I’m one of the best students who was selected by the headmaster to be their guide ,you know what,I met a guy named Benjamin and we seemed to have many things to talk about,we have the same hobbies which surprised two of us,we both love music,horror movies,video games,jogging…brb…we talked about his fav band The Killers,my fav band Greenday,Foo Fighters,Mariah Carey,Westlife,our fav horror movies The Texas Chainsaw Massacre and saw series,what’s more,when I mentioned I also sing a lot and showed him my Huge capacity of music,he was actually shocked and asked me to sing a song for him and as a reward,he must sing a song as well and consequently I covered a song named Heaven by Bryan Adam and it turned out to be an amazing,he just straightly came to me and gave me a sweet hug,with his mouth keep saying amazin’,excellent or whatever,I felt like i was in HEAVEN..and we sat close enough sang a song together which I could almost smell and feel his hard breath.Try to imagine how does it feel when you get a hug from an extremely hot and sweet IRISH guy Heehee….
As time goes by,we talked more and got more oppotunities to get to know each other and you know what,he even wrote down his home address for me and said it was a greatful day since he came to China.What touched me most was when he said:COMPARED WITH GETTING TO KNOW YOU,THE TRIP BECOMES SUBORDINATE!OMG I just can’t believe it at all.Btw he always held me in his arms when we are taking pics and it made me havin’ an ERECTION,what a shame but i really enjoy the whole proess:)
It’s really hard to say goodbye but we have to.I walked him to their tour bus and my heart was actually bleeding…He said:come visit me and I’ll show you around the CD stores and buy you a drink and some encouraging words like Keep singing…
Soon enough he got into the bus and I knew that it’s probably the right time for me to Back to life,Back to reality, and then all of a sudden,I saw a huge familar figure came out from the bus and walked toward me ,guess what,he gave me another unforgettable hug ,(OH Please Killing Me Softly)and asked me to wrote down my MSN and email address for him,OMG It’s hard to believe that he even turned back and asked for my address:) and my friends even told his face actually turned red when he came to me and asked me for the address.
Finally he’s gone and everything back to normal,I put the note he gave me under my pillow and waitting for him to send those pics to me which he had promised yesterday.And I’m gotta go to Ireland as soon as possible cuz it’s always my dream to live here,since I was in senior high school,it has been my fav country and I firmly believe that if we can meet each other couple of times every week,Heehee He’s gotta fall head over heels in luv with me…
What if dream is reality,reality is just dream-ME.I just know i wanna him so bad though I know there’s only a gleam of hope or should I just let it go,I dunno but I do know It’s one of the most sweetest crushes in my life which i’ll never forget and I’ll never ever forget him…
Now I’m listening to David Archuleta’s song"Crush" That’s how I really feel now.(fin)
OH BTW,When asked him if he had a gf,he just said no,sadly no ,and I could tell he was just hiding sth
Anyway Thanx very much indeed and hope u guys have a nice day
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